antmen pimentel mendoza (she, he, they) is the author of the chapbook MY BOYFRIEND APOCALYPSE (Nomadic Press, 2023; Republished by Black Lawrence Press). antmen is a Kundiman fellow, the Director of the Multicultural Community Center at UC Berkeley, and a student at the Rainier Writing Workshop at Pacific Lutheran University.

about antmen

writing

chapbook

Nomadic Press published MY BOYFRIEND APOCALYPSE in 2023. Following the press’ closure, Black Lawrence Press reprinted the chapbook.

With a disco ball as a north star, MY BOYFRIEND APOCALYPSE responds to the myriad, simultaneous apocalypses we are and are not surviving, from the everyday crises of being a body to the global emergencies of devastating climate change and unfettered white supremacy. These poems ask what it would be like to make out with the end of the world: Who slipped tongue first? Is the apocalypse a good kisser? Are you?

Buy MY BOYFRIEND APOCALYPSE from Black Lawrence Press.

poetry

  • A Stroll Through the Museum of My Gender Ending with a Minor Capitulation to Commodity Fetishism in THE QUARRY: A SOCIAL JUSTICE POETRY DATABASE by Split This Rock, 2023.

  • Eau D’Bedroom Dancing (I Learn from You) and After Campari Sodas and Modelo Especial, Before The Good Wife in DIODE POETRY JOURNAL, 2023

  • Self-Portrait in a Canadian Tuxedo on the Road to St. George, UT in SPLIT LIP, 2023 (Anthologized in Best New Poets 2023)

  • Ode to the Durian Emoji, Though it is Yet to Exist and Olfactory Ode in MAYDAY MAGAZINE, 2023

  • Self-Portrait as Tschockes in the Bedroom My Love and I Share and Dear God (With Text Messages from the Author’s Father) in MILVIA STREET JOURNAL, 2023

  • Jhené Aiko Reads José Esteban Muñoz and Eats a Pluot in a Bathhouse in LIWANAG, VOL. 3 (SOMA Pilipinas, Kearny Street Workshop), 2022

  • Toward a Place in the World (Featuring the Queen of Wands’ Pet Cat) or a Poem in Which the Only Italicized Words Are a Joke About a Diana Ross Song in GIGANTIC SEQUINS, 2022

  • Nagladlad in APOGEE, 2021

  • The Takoyaki Vending Machines and I in PINE HILLS REVIEW, 2020

  • Ode to the Moon, the Earth’s Only Satellite, with Years of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy in LANTERN REVIEW, 2020

  • The Gay Dads in the Milk Ad that Tells Me to “Love What’s Real” Consider a Gay Divorce in PEACH MAG, 2020

  • Carry in HOMOLOGY LIT, 2020

  • I Lean Into the Throat of Summer & Self-Portrait as the Potato that Flew around My Room in UNDERBLONG, 2020

  • On Grammar & Poem Named after the Grindr Notification Tone in COSMONAUTS AVENUE, 2019

press

  • “I Need to Feel Safe More Than I Need Forever: Poet antmen pimentel mendoza” with María Equinca in KQED, 2023

  • “Process Note #15: A Brief Note on Play” in PERIODICITIES blog, 2023

  • Interview featuring two poems, Family Portrait as a Deck of Cards & My College Boyfriend Really Liked Kill Bill, or “Not to weigh down one’s thoughts with the weight on one’s shoes” (after Nadja) in RADAR blog, 2020

recorded readings

upcoming events

Thursday, April 4, 4:00 PM

Readings from the Mendocino Coast Writers Conference

Community Writers Festival
Sonoma State University
1801 E. Cotati Avenue
Rohnert Park, CA


Sunday, April 7, 2:00 PM

BAKLA!: Performance and Conversation with Queer Filipinx Poets

San Francisco Public Library
Hormel LGBTQIA Center
100 Larkin Street